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Without Flesh
02:44
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Come and show me what to do
How I long to see your face
But the shadows cover you
Like they do in this place
Come and show me what to do
How I long to see your face
But the shadows cover you
Like they do in this place
Come and reveal yourself to me
Through all the smoke
And without flesh
Desperate to feel
Your skin with mine
But I must resolve you without flesh
Come and show me what to do
How I long to see your face
But the shadows cover you
Like they do in this place
Come and tell me what to do
How I long to see your face
But the shadows cover you
Like they do in this place
Violently long to hold you near
I must imagine without flesh
Glow of your eyes piercing the air
We must surrender without flesh
Come and show me what to do
How I long to see your face
But the shadows cover you
Like they do in this place
Come and tell me what to do
How I long to see your face
But the shadows cover you
Like they do in this place
You are inside but so far away
Behind the veils without flesh
I know you’re here watching me pray
To reconnect us without flesh
Come and show me what to do
How I long to see your face
But the shadows cover you
Like they do in this place
Come and tell me what to do
How I long to see your face
But the shadows cover you
Like they do in this place
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Ephemera the Constant
02:33
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There’s only so much you can capture
For a time, before it floats away;
Those butterflies won’t stop from flying now
Though you touch them everyday
Only transitory beauty
Ephemera, leading the constant way
Those pretty skies won’t stop from moving now
So you paint them in your brain
How I wish I could say what I mean to say
Oh, before the moment slips and it’s too late
Oh, I wish could say what I mean to say
Oh, before the moment slips
There’s only so much you can master
Before you notice that the game has changed
Those butterflies won’t stop from flying now
Though you touch them everyday
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3. |
Never Say
03:38
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You get me high,
Then you let me down
You get me off,
Then you turn around
I sit and think of the way you feel
The way you touch
The way you steal
You never say
Don’t ever say
”I need you”
I never say
“Need you”
We never say
I wake from sleep
The shadows lie
It looked like you,
It was in my mind
I sacrifice
What I feel, I hide
For etiquette,
But I’m sick inside
Need you
Never say
Need you
Never say
Thoughts of you consume my flesh
And I can’t wait till nothing’s left
So I fuck myself
And I drink alone,
But I want you here
I want you home
Home…
I want you home
Need you
We never say
Need you
Don’t ever say
Need you
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4. |
In Time
03:04
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She came to me without a dream,
Her soul in tatters.
Looked in her eyes, it was easy to see
That all this matters.
Remember all of the tears you’ve cried
And that they will all make sense in time.
Looking for hope like it’s some kind of drug,
All highs and lows.
If we are here with imperfect love,
Our soul still glows.
Remember all of the tears you’ve cried
And that they will all make sense in time
In time, in time.
I heard you say you were losing the fight,
And there’s no more.
It’s never too late
When you’re lost in the night
To find a door.
Remember all of the tears you’ve cried
And that they will all make sense in time
In time, in time.
Don’t be scared, it’s just the wind
Changing all
In time
In time
In time
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5. |
Letting Go
03:38
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Letting go, right now
Letting it show, right now
Letting go, right now
Letting it show…
You analyze me, but you’re wrong,
As far as I can tell
The only difference between us in this moment is
You’re further lost in society’s spell
Letting go, right now
Letting it show, right now
Letting go, right now
Letting it show…
I should be honored when you find me to be crazy
Just as you can be too comfortable
In sanity’s safety
Letting go, right now
Letting it show, right now
Letting go, right now
Letting you know…
I’m so sorry but
They’re already here;
What’s already there
Carving out the digital sphere
Madness is everything beyond the grasp of humanity;
You’re only sane inside the assumption of reality
It’s how the light gets in
It’s how the light gets in
It’s how the light gets in
Letting go, right now
Letting you know…
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Glow
03:35
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Lit up like an angel
Fallen embers
O holy site,
Resurrected once the wolves devoured
Compelling sparks into the night
Electric key turning in the sky
My skeleton dreams are violet bright
A devil’s mark
A vampire bite
Glow the light bringer tonight
I touched the unforgiven,
They painted me with a sign
When I said, “I’m ready to be baptized
With dimethyltryptamine.”
Electric key turning in the sky
My skeleton dreams are violet bright
A devil’s mark
A vampire bite
Glow the light bringer tonight
Where do you think I’ve been?
I kissed the dawn against all odds
Who do you think you are?
I’ve been embraced by the demigods!
Electric key turning in the sky
My skeleton dreams are violet bright
A devil’s mark
A vampire bite
Glow the light bringer tonight.
I’m coming now
I’m coming now
I’m coming now…
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7. |
Starbright
03:36
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Looks like I am caught in limbo
Will you wait, will you wait for me?
One day, I will give you what you need
Sometimes you are such an angel
I’m a sinner all the way
I will open up to you someday
And how I wonder what you really are
How I wonder what you really are
Looks like I’m so far from heaven
When you’re there, but I pull away,
Trying to be near you in my way
You could glow into the nighttime
Like a star I wish upon,
Brighten me until my fears have gon.
And how I wonder what you really are
How I wonder what you really are
Sometimes things will move too slowly
And sometimes way too fast,
One day all these chains will be the past
One day all these chains will be the past
How I wonder what you really are
How I wonder what you really are
Star light, star bright
The first star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might
Have this wish I wish tonight
And the unloved will not know the difference until they do
In the light of the promise unfulfilled,
In the night of the coming to be,
When we dance the Homecoming in the Stars
And every glimmer of what was
Is felt throughout the universe,
Maybe you will
Maybe you will
Remember me
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8. |
In My Dreams
03:58
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So I guess I’ll see you
In my dreams
You can watch my heart tear apart
At the seams
Funhouse mirrors in between
The image of our love
Losing you at every turn; this maze is too much
Reach for you, but it’s hazy
From the smoke and lights above,
And now you feel the waking world has had enough
So I guess I’ll see you
In my dreams
You can watch my heart tear apart
At the seams
Looked for you in the clouds
Sometimes you’re hard to see
All the darkness creeping in,
Wish you were here with me
So much fun to find you,
And I’d love if you found me
Which one is the misty world
If here we cannot be?
So I guess I’ll see you
In my dreams
You can watch my heart tear apart
At the seams
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9. |
Precious
03:27
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Oh, so precious when it kills me
It can taste as cruel as sweet
So desire walks around me
Lighting fires at my feet
Oh, so precious and so deadly
But the venom tastes like Christ,
Like the blood of everlasting
For one little sacrifice
Oh, so precious and so bitter
And I’m finding out the price;
It commands you, and it begs you
Either way, it’s cold as ice
In the name of love
Killing in the
Killing in the name of love
In the name of love
Killing, killing in the name of love.
Oh, so precious, so unworthy
Oh, so precious, so unworthy
Killing in the name of love
Cruel and sweet,
So desire walks around me
Lighting fires at my feet,
Killing in the name of love
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10. |
Bitter
05:10
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There was a time
When I admired those beyond my naïveté
I couldn’t wait to be as cynical as they
If I’m not smarter, I’m just bitter;
A little bit of scorn to start each morning
Everyone around you says, “Surrender.
All the jaded souls are gone.
You’ll be by yourself and you’ve missed out too long”
But they’re not smarter, I’m just bitter;
A little bit of scorn to start each morning
I don’t want this pity now
You’re looking down upon me
Let me be
I’m finally coming out and coming clean;
Something in me aches to know
That I’m allowed to feel this very way
I need to see that I alone own my pain
If I’m not tougher, I’m just bitter;
A little bit of scorn to start each morning
It’s alright, it’s ok
You alone own your pain
It’s alright, it’s ok
You alone own your pain
It’s alright, it’s ok
It’s ok, it’s alright
It’s ok
You alone
Electric within
Alone she dies
Her heart is forgiven
Pale blue skies
Can you feel her
Burning horizon?
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11. |
Worried Mind
03:25
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I took it and I buried it deep
But the thoughts come back up in my sleep
Guilty for what I see
Guilty for what is haunting me
Ever since I was a child
I’ve had a worried mind
It was always there
Ever since was a child
I’ve tried to run away
But I wouldn’t dare
So I hide it under my bed
Maybe I’ll bury it dead
Guilty for what I dream
Guilty for what is haunting me
Ever since I was a child
I’ve had a worried mind
It was always there
Ever since I was a child
I’ve tried to run away
But I wouldn’t dare
So I watch it fester and grow
If I hold it, no one will know
But it destroys what I could be
I have to reveal just what’s in me.
What’s in me
What’s in me
What’s in me
What’s in me
What’s in me
What’s in me
What’s in me
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12. |
Alchemy
02:53
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I heard it softly whisper,
“Here’s what you need"
The truth is within you to be free,
And now you receive this alchemy,
Now you receive this alchemy
It can be locked up so tight
That you can’t see;
Too many years’ captivity,
And now you receive this alchemy
Now you receive this alchemy
Did you let the angels hold you?
Did you let them enfold you?
Wheel of lights spinning
Are you still...
Are you still... on a roll?
The axis of my soul...
You are the rainbow between two crows!
You are the church bells,
That saved me from hell!
Don’t be afraid to find it
And what it will bring
Deep in your soul, you have everything
And now you receive this alchemy
And now you receive this alchemy
This alchemy.
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Cindergarden Los Angeles, California
Jaymie Valentine is the musical artist Cindergarden on label Looking Glass Records
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